At the end of the day I felt... « Read Less
Every morning I spend about 15-20 minutes "getting ready" so that my physical appearance meets not only society's standards, but also my own. It takes me 10 minutes to decide what to wear (I am extreeemely indecisive) and then the other 5-10 minutes are spent deciding what to do with my hair, brushing my teeth, and going potty. But no matter how good I think I look in the morning, I always love how I look in the evening a zillion times more. Right before I take a shower (I'm a nighttime showerer so I'm clean when I go to bed), I look in the mirror and am pleased with the day and how I am as a result of it. So this is an album of the pictures I'll take of myself at the end of a day where I can look at myself and be happy with what I've got. [PS. all of these pictures are taken with my BlackBerry curve.]
At the end of the day I felt... scared.
05 SEPTEMBER 09
Life is scary as shit. SRSLY. There are so many decisions. So many obstacles. So many insecurities. So many possible ways to FAIL. And although we all have our own family and groups of friends, we are alone in deciding how to lead our lives. What to do. What to make of ourselves. And at times it just hits me like a brick and I'm kinda scared.
But I think about it, listen to some good music, and get over it. We don't have long enough lives to constantly be in fear of the world we live in.
Life is scary as shit. SRSLY. There are so many decisions. So many obstacles. So many insecurities. So many possible ways to FAIL. And although we all have our own family and groups of friends, we are alone in deciding how to lead our lives. What to do. What to make of ourselves. And at times it just hits me like a brick and I'm kinda scared.
But I think about it, listen to some good music, and get over it. We don't have long enough lives to constantly be in fear of the world we live in.
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But yeah, you're right, I guess we're just a product of our decisions, both good and bad ones. But at the end of the day, that's what make us strong, special, and simply... ourselves.
yeah...life is very insecure :-